Another week of being bound to my home...I have been so sick this past week and it has been so draining. I think I have cried almost every day because I just want to get better. :( I am feeling a little better today, but honestly I am nervous that I will start feeling horrible again. The doctor said I have a really bad sinus infection and put me on an antibiotic. It has been the worst pain that I have felt in a long time...I think only because I haven't had any relief from it. I haven't felt like myself in like 3 weeks...but I know that I will be getting better. I feel bad for poor little Micah, feeling the stress of it all. Ive even lost weight due to having no appetite while being sick and throwing up at night. So, I hope he has been getting enough of what he needs...poor little thing has no idea whats going on. But thank God he is still kicking around :)
It's been such an emotional draining week as I have been pleading with God to take this away. But Ive realized who am I to tell him what to do...and that I need to praise him even through the midst of yuckies! I am thankful that I don't have a serious illness or a life threatening disease. I can't lose my hope over being sick for a week. Ive learned that I have to humble myself to his will even when I don't see the outcome. This weekend is the first teen girls conference our church is putting on and I was supposed to help with that. But being sick put me out and I wasn't able to do anything for it. But I am finally okay with that and I am just so excited for what God is going to do this weekend in that conference. Shelden took me over to the church yesterday because I just wanted to see all that they have done to decorate it and get it ready for the conference. It was amazing!!! I wanted to cry! I just heard investment as I walked through the building. God is so good! I can't wait to hear all about it from my group of 5th through 7th grade girls! :)
So only 4 more weeks until Micah's due date! We shall see when he comes...
just praying that I will be completely healthy for him when he decides to arrive... :)
